You have no damn idea how god damn pissed today. Bloody asshole. ASSHOLE! make me waste 17 bucks for no reason. omg. my wrinkles r comin' out. I'm starting work next week. Sian. Very tired recently. Lotsa things going on. But I'm feeling stressed and tired from all the anger and fury boiled up inside me just now. It's hard to find a person that can make you laugh...
Anyways, OMG OMG OMG went shoppin with nik juz now. I really need to buy swimming stuffs. The last swimming stuff i had was during primary 4..... so pathetic. Wonder when I can get started with learning guitar. Cause I am so broke and I need a new wallet. Went to take shit from school just now. Got my internship logbook signed. I havent bathe...I feel very lethargic. I honestly feel very pathetic. But at least I am going to work... and then I have things to do during my weekends so I won't think about shit. So I can lead a normal life whereby I earn and spend money like a normal human, not trying to scrimp and save in order to get by. I think that is utterly pathetic and I need not stoop to that level cause I am not that poor. Even if I am, I have my dignity and pride. I don't know why I am muttering all these shit but yes. I am seriously angry and pissed. I am still feeling angry. and the feeling won;t subside anytime soon. So screw off. I need a break.
I don't feel like talking about happy stuff cause I am honestly just not in the mood for that. I don;t know why I am feeling so irritated and unwell. PMS i guess....
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